dukh bhare din beete re bhaiya ab sukh aayo re

dukh bhare din beete re bhaiya ab sukh aayo re HO ho .........

Who the hell I am (Time for self scanning)
I (every line gona start with an I so I am not gona repeat the I ;) )
am Harpreet Sharma

hate very clean places. find them kind of unnatural but that does not mean that I like garbage piles and all , In Monalisa's words(My roomie)I manage things well.

hate wearing sandals. This arises from the fact that my mom prefers them, and was always telling me to wear them as well. And I have always been a rebel when it comes to obeying her on how to dress, behave :O

dislike the fact that my face shows what is going through my mind.Anyone can judge me from my facial expression.This is really bad !!!!!!!!you can never tell lies :( though I am trying hard to improve on this

just can't live without crape bandage , My second best friend.I need it almost after every couple of month.

think a lot so now there is nothing right in the right brain and nothing left in the left one :D

eats a lot of spicy food which is not good as I hate my pimples but I really can't do anything about them :S

re-read all novels that I have. My reading is okay but I tend to skip through lines at times. So, everytime I read a book again, I find something new.morover I did not have a lot of options when I was a kid as I grew up in a small city with no proper library, and the school library did not have a huge collection as well. So, I had to always repeat books. I usually read the last chapter of a novel first.

miss the presense of my elder brother in my life

like to teach maths, I think I choose the wrong profession :P Duh ! jokes apart

do not know what I want from life, but am pretty sure that this is not it. This uncertainity and undeciveness is what is killing me

am very bad when it comes to express myself, I just can't do it :P

Usually prefer to keep to myself in the company of new people beacause they care for you the least and I really hate those shows extra care, thats one thing my mom really hate about me. I never allow her to put extra ghee on my parantha to show extra love ,I just can't take it :P


take a lot time to decide on things like shopping stuff what to cook what not to eat, I am very confused, but I am good at decission making :D

am a workolic

like to give lectures to my frinds all the times but when they give a simple piece of advice ,nah nah ! I am not that good at listening.

love my eyes as everyone do :)) I've got beautiful eyes

trust people very easily(Thats what my friends says)

help almost everyone.And I expect them to do the same and thankfully people have been so nic e to me till date, exceptions are always there :X

I am a an owl, always studied at nights and still do the same as a working professional I prefer nightshifts. Yeah, I just love night shifts :)

am not happy always ;)

:))))))) Happy

Sorry :O

6:30 Am I woke up and I felt like I am missing my leg, I was so sleepy I tried to move few steps to the washroom bt even after 15 min I felt like I am missing my left leg :O
I looked at my handbeg , I packed everything yesterday to get rid of last min rush. & I said I am sorry (Nw I wonder y I would've said sorry)! grrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrr
If you’re happy happy happy
clap your hands.
If you’re happy happy happy
clap your hands, clap your hands.
If you’re happy happy happy
clap your hands.
That was the song in the background of a TV add today.I thought I am not enjoying life, be happy and know it… and clap your hands. Clap, clap.
I am presenting the idea (I am not the first to consider this idea) that we should just decide to be happy right now.
Enjoying everything that is good in our lives right here and now and forever more. I know my life will never be perfect, so what ? that doesn’t mean I won’t enjoy or love every aspect of life … but,
what I can do is soak up every moment of fun, happiness, love, joy, pleasure?Just be yourself idiot
I wish when I look back at the photos 2 years from now, I will be able to say, wow,
those were the good old days, and I will be able to say…
I enjoyed every single moment… and not have any regrets… and not feel like I threw those years away for nothing.
hmmmm!!someone adviced to close eyes & think of something good in life … smile, laugh, be happy…
focus on the good. Reduce your attention on negative things.
ahmmmmmmm uhmmmm Unke dekhe se jo aa jati hai muh par raunak...Wo samajhte hain ke beemar ka haal achha hai !!
So I smiled and clap !!

I'm not dead .............

It's My Life love & tears. laugh & cry. achievements & regrets.
welcome to my life!
You answered 5 items out of 10 "Yes". According to The National Mental Health Association, 5 or more yes answers indicates that you may be suffering from clinical depression. This test cannot substitute for a visit to a mental health professional. It is meant only to give you an idea where to start a dialogue with your healthcare provider.
All crap !!!
The test says I am depressed, I asked myself am I really ? nahhhhhhh no ways !

I finally made through my first day back at work without too many problems after the farzi accident.I also managed to go to machanic on the way office and pick up a bit of shopping.

So a good result, but I shall be taking it easy for the rest of the day!

Tommorow have to lead for Delhi SBI PO exam :) I wish I'll make it.
H@ppy
~~coming back to track.

Koi dost hai na raqueeb hai ....Tera shehar kitna ajeeb hai ...

finally after a long time I got a chance to write about this.Ghazal :))which is one of the closest Jagjeet Singh's ghazals to me.
Those who live alone, away from family must have felt the exact same way a lot of times.
It's been almost 1 years out of home and this song has been a companion in low times :) Though I have been very fortunate to get so many really close and best friends but you know ... there are times when you are alone in crowd. He he ..

Coming back to the song: The music has something in it which haunts you.
Even without listening to the words, it instills a feeling of pain and when you listen to the words carefully - my god ...
you'r in a different world at all! Jagjit ji once said the music of this Ghazal has been picked from and is a variation of a Punjabi folk song which was in itself great, and in my opinion the variation makes it even greater. But to really appreciate this song, you will have to know the meaning of the few urdu words which regular ghazal listeners would be already aware of.
OK, much said, here are the great lyrics of this great Ghazal :


Koi dost hai na raqueeb hai ....Tera shehar kitna ajeeb hai ...


Wo jo ishq tha wo junoon tha, Ye jo hijr hai, ye naseeb hai ...
YahaaN kiska chehra padha karooN
YahaaN kaun itna kareeb hai ...
Main kisse kahoon mere saath chal ...
Yahaan sab ke sir pe saleeb hai

Koi dost hai na raqueeb hai ....Tera shehar kitna ajeeb hai ..

Main kisse kahoon mere saath chal, yahaan sab ke sir pe saleeb hai ". Here, saleeb means a 'cross', on which Jesus Christ was made to walk around the streets carrying it on his shoulders before he was crucified on the same. The metaphorical meaning is : These days everyone is having his own 'burdens'(depicted by the cross on shoulders), his own problems and responsibilities - so the person is wondering whom should he ask for help !!

R u happysharma?

We all love recognition, we all also love to be recognized, don’t we?
I do, very much! I aint ashamed of admitting at all, it gives a huge ego boost to me to know that people recognize me.

Yesterday was one such ego boosting day for me.On the way to CP .....Just as I was about to enter into a showroom, I felt a gentle tap on my shoulders, I turned around ... middle aged guy standing next to me. He smiled and asked me, ‘excuse me'," are you happysharma?”I was zapped completely, I stared at him, wide eyed, for a few seconds, before nodding my head, “yes I am…” then his smile broke into a wide grin, and he extended, almost thrust his hand towards me, “ I am lonelyangel” . And I shot back with “I don’t belive this” and this is how I met an old blogger. For the very first time, someone recognized me as ‘happysharma’, I cant tell you how happy I was, happy is too mild a word to describe the state of my mind and my heart !

All those dozens of blogs finally paid off, that’s how I felt, And now we both feel that we were destined to meet somehow! Our contacts revived he gave me lots of suggestions for which I am thankful!!

That was such a happy moment !!

Happy !!

The fault is mine

I was looking to some poems and suddendly I came accross this one .....

I just want to say sorry to all


Your friendship is a gift
Oh so precious and so rare
Sometimes I take it for granted
Sometimes I do despair

Some days I say ,you are my friend
Some days I treat you bad
I say things I don’t mean
But I never meant to make you mad

Everyday is a struggle for me
My mind is an angry storm
Suffering from illness
That makes me feel forlorn

They say I will get better
All I need is time
Meanwhile I am losing friends
Which is not a very good sign

I live in fear of a particular treatment
The chance of being placed in a hospital
Surrounded by doctors and ones like me
I fear it may be possible

Oh I wish I could get better
And stop the voices in my head
That make me angry and fearful
Causing me to say things I should have never said


Your love for me was wonderful
So precious and so rare
You loved me no matter what
And made me feel good everywhere


It tore you up and hurt you beyond repair
I ceased all contact with you because I got so mad
Now I regret writing it and cry all day
It was not worth it making you so sad.

Nothing good comes out of conflict
Nothing positive is near
I pray that you can someday forgive me
And speak those words that I want to hear

My fault is being sick
My mistakes are everywhere
Please let me not lose the gift
That is so precious and so rare.

Happy !

"Change your thoughts you can change the world "

I met Rama after a gap of 4 years in June 2008 ,She presented me a coffee mug with a quote printed "Change your thoughts you can change the world ".That time I did not understand the zest of the quote but yesterday while I was having coffee in the same mug I read the quote and realised what I have done !!!Thanks Sweety

It's been 4 months now I was countiounsly saying I m out of my mind ,M I ?Manytimes I have heared ppl saying I am selfish,Careless,egostic ...blah blah !
I was afraid M I really the same ?I asked my parents they said you are bit irritating thats it ,parents are the loving pillars ,they will never say I am stupid ,I mean how can they ..then I asked many friends number of times ,but everytime I've got stupid answers,without anything solid .But the last words were always "No,You are not".But suddendly I start reliasing that I am full of negative thoughts with a poisonous attitude.Every time I say something, it’s always negative and I feel like I'm just sucking the life like a vampire.I mean it’s okay to express how you feel but I've started looking at the world in a totally different light. I’ve learned now when you speak, you speak things into existences. When you say “I’m good for nothing”, you view yourself that way and you don’t take care of yourself the way you should. But when you say “I Am Perfect, Confidence, Intelligent, I AM ME”…then you feel better about yourself and you encourage others around you to be great.This is what exactly I feel .I have stop sucking others life .I am no more a vampire .
Honestly, the people we meet daily reflect who you are as a person n when they hang out with negative people like me they are not as happy as they should be BUT when really they hang out with someone who is positive they tend to smile more and feel more alive.So I've decided to live them their lives to the happiest.there is no place for a vampire in anyones life .I wish I could change it .uhmm..yeah I know its my attitude ..but I really don't know why I am on the above thinking path .It just came to my mind.

Happy !