WTH!

Depressed mood: Yes
Inability to enjoy activities: yes
Problems concentrating: yes
Changes in eating habits or appetite: hell yes
Weight gain or weight loss: yes
Changes in sleeping habits: yes
Difficulty going to work or taking care of your daily responsibilities because of a lack of energy: no
Feelings of guilt and hopelessness; wondering if life is worth living (common): Yes
Slowed thoughts and speech: yes
Preoccupation with thoughts of death or suicide: No
Complaints that have no physical cause (somatic complaints) such as headache and stomachache: No

More than 7 yes = U R IN DIPRESSION

Whats going on?

Every single morning I remember having at least two dreams I had the night before. They often wake me up throughout the night because they're so weird.I want to say scary because some involve some scary stuff! But weird is way more accurate because when I wake up I don't feel scared and have to double-check the locks.I just feel strange and little disturbed.Becasue I am not able to remember what all is happened in the dreams its becoming more difficult to narrow down whats going on.I wake up evry single night at exactly the same time, just 2 min before my alarm.

But the dream I had couple of days back that was horrible.
I was coming out of office at night talking to my mom on the cell phone and the entire time a man, was standing behind me silently and listening to what I was telling her. And I didn't know it.
I hangoff the phone and starting walking back up a driveway road thing and police cars came..they arrested the man, but he just looked at me with a creepy grin..
I rememeber this has happened with me almost two years before when I had to leave my parents first time for the on job training and I was scared of things.

Seriously, there is no fun in having those dreams. I mean once in a while is fine but daily.Phew! I need to go on with papa's suggestion Meditation

I Need a Screwdriver!

I remember someone asked me I need to figureout the things from my mind and take actions.So I did that but again after one month I am here all alone with the same thought.Some days I feel like nothing can stop me, other days I feel hopeless.Most of the time I am somewhere in between positive and negative emotions going through the same routine, day after day, It is monotonous and depressing.I've changed my mind..So I've changed the envirnoment, spent time with animals and nature have taken some days off from office but nothing seems to be working...I hate to be like the lion with so many things to focus but I really don't know what all things keeps me happy all the times.It's not like I've lost something but I've also not gained anything so far...I wish I could stop the time and check what all things kept me happy so far?What are my Strengths.Oh god! I need a screwdriver.I want to get the battery out of my clock to stop it working.I Want time to stop.

Cheers!
Happy

Team Outing!

Kingdom of Dreams was the venue.

I'd say its a bollywood style theme park with blend of different states of India from Goa to Kashmir.Dramatic elements are added to the experience with props, music, thematic decor and special effects..wow was the most heard word in the team;) The place is full of magic and positive energy, real place represting our colours, art and to an extend music.Right next to the place we went they have Nautanki Mahal, was awesome but unfortunately we only had a outerlook of the place but that was an awesome experience.For me the place is a real fantacy!and everyone enjoyed the time spend there all were so happy:)

Pictures speaks more than words :)


`Happy

Thanks everyone :)

I was the adult and I was the child. I cried out and writhed in pain, but I stood up and wiped it away. I let you bring me down, but then I let it build me up.I had the best birthday gift I could ever imagine, just few days before the day.

they say I have beautiful eyes, Now I know that those eyes weren’t truthful.Everything I said to you, I meant them. I meant every compliment. I meant every word that I said. I promised U happiness. I promised that I'd never hurt U.But yet another day I was told.............
"Oye! What was I thinking to write?Phew!!

I want to do my best to do good with each day I have left, to appreciate life and to do nothing to destroy mine nor anyone elses, so boss! thanks for watever happend in last few days, may be thats for some good but thanks for letting me know what was there on your mind :) I am greatful to you.

Thanks to all my friends around the world(Yeah, I got few international calls as well ;) ) who wished me a Happy Birthday Thank You

A huge thank you to all who sent me birthday wishes via email, and Facebook :)

I am very fortunate to be surrounded by so many good people. I've received warm wishes from all over the world and it makes me feel very good to know I've had a positive impact on people's lives. Knowing that is perhaps the greatest gift anyone could ever receive! Thanks again to all of you for your birthday wishes!

`Happy

He is also on facebook!!!

Checking my facebook suggestions, I found a suggestion from Facebook, Facebook was suggesting I become a fan of “God.”Yeah, that’s right, “God.” I wish I could laugh out louder, but no no....its pin drop silence here

Anyway, so Facebook is suggesting “God” to me…not as one of their many misguided “People You May Know” submissions, but as an entity of which I would be a fan.

First and foremost I want to say that I find it quite amusing that God took time out of his seemingly busy schedule to put together a page on the Facebook.....lol... I’d think he’d be a little tied up with the world hunger thing or the traffic thing in NCR or may be some of the wars, but who am I to talk hmmm,my status and profile picture are updated like 20 times a day. So I’ll let the God Man slide on this one.

Anyway, so I click to check out God’s Facebook page and discover that he doesn’t have much to say. In fact, his wall only consists of his (very limited) recent activities.

One and only stuff there says God joined Facebook.With lots of picturs in the profile.

I wish I could send out a message to Facebook asking them to kindly stop recommending this crap, it’d save us both a ton of time and troublesome blogging
I dono WTH was that!!
Happy:)

Delhi Darshan ! (Akshardham)

Its been almost a year and half I am in NCR but I did not get a chance for Delhi Darshan.So finally we have decided to visit Delhi and near by as much as possible.It was a clear sunny day. We started for Akshardham.It took 2 hours for us to reach Akshardham via Metro.

Long travel in metro

We reached Akshardham Metro Station by 3:30pm and it was more taxing for Shukla ji as he lost his metro token....hahhaha! So after paying a fine of 80 Rs he finally decided to take a metro card :)) and then we moved on to he temple.Akshardham is a unique and divine creation. As soon as you enter this mind-blowing monument you will feel peaceful but the worst part is you wont carry cellphones, Camera any other electronic device either a pen and paper :P.There is an almost amusement park vibe to this place but the culmination of the boat ride, which takes you through a history of India.

View from Sanskriti Vihar

They played a movies which help you understand better Bhagwan Swaminarayan.It has got many other exhibits and gardens and finally the breathtaking fountain show.I remember one line from the short movie at Nilkanth Yatra- meine jab ghar choda, Bhay ne muje choda :)

Fountain Show

And finally we headed back.

The Best part about this trip was I met Hathi in metro.Surprised ?

hahahha!!

yeah, Hathi that's the name of my bro's friend Utkarsh Rawat, I never thought I will meet him after 6 years like that. :))) while coming from Karol Bhag to Gurgaon our Cab got puncture, the driver was all set to change the tier and finally he realised that the stepny is also punctured then he smiled and said: koi na madam ye tubeless tier hai mein aapko Gurgaon pahucha dunga. hahah! then after max 10 min.The Innova was running on the RIM.

finally we had to board another Taxi and we reached home late :( but had lots of fun visiting Akshardham.

~Happy