I'm gona

Miss...

My mom dad(I take care of my mother and I feel lonely without her conversation too) , Tutions,Pizzas :P. I have no idea how many things i gona miss.......think I'll miss the built in social network that comes with college. When I'm looking for something to do I can just call any of my friends and go out. But when we graduated, we're all scattered to Gurgaon,Delhi,B'lore ,Hyd ,Pune ..Fbd, or even further. My friends will no longer be within a five minute drive . I'm also going to miss Kutiya's Prashaad. I'm pretty sure dats responsible for any weight I've gained :P

- Seeing a new city and getting lost

- then actually figuring out where I am and getting to where I want to be.

I'm not going to miss...

- Crappy crowd

- Looking the wrong way for traffic ...

But I miss...

- Work - really! I miss helping frnds , hanging with ppl.

- Free Internet - Ok, I guess it's not free, but how about Unlimited Intenet?

- My Scooty. My feet hurt......my accidents

- My friends. I miss hanging with friends.

What I'll miss most is how easy it is to gather a big group of my friends together and go out .. Even though I know we will still keep in touch, from now on it will be much harder to get everyone together. However, I will cherish all of the memories that I have made with my friends over the years and will always appreciate how my experiences have allowed me to grow and become a much stronger person than I was four years ago.

I'm gona miss many many many things :) :(

Happy always :) :) :) :)

Happy go lucky

I’m leaving for Mathura in another 150 hours and 30 minutes.. ;) I hate to back to that complicated place!! But what to do??

Hoping everyone is doing well especially grandma and doggies..

Not yet study for my next online test yet . Sigh. :(

Never in the packing mood when I’m going back Mathura !! All that I’m wishing for is to finish all my downloads as soon as possible before I go to the Railway station....

I’m busy these days visiting my Dadi maa's place .. And I’m giving myself excuses for no time to study, as usual.. A very very good excuse I have this time!! Actually, I’m lazy turning, very very LAZY!! It’s that once I take my notes out and wanna study, not yet even finished 1 page and I fall gurrrr gurrr ;).. I hate to study!! Maybe part of the reasons also because it’s not something that I’m interested in.. *another excuses* So, my holidays ended up lazing around, reading so many novels (19 completed ),always online :D, visiting grandma and day dreaming.........one more damn gud thing about my outing is i'll get enough time for photograpy ........I’ve been walking around the planet capturing life with a little black machine in the palm of my hands known as a camera.......now i have a small Camera in cell .........
I will keep taking photos, capturing life as I see it. This was more or less an excuse to blog about something since I haven’t done so in over a month.........but i hardly get time and topics to write on ........

I apologize, the posts have really come to a minimum.

Happy

aaahmmm aaahmm.....i met with an accident

Unfortunately when traveling in my Scooty(60 KM/H)dragster-style speed capable of reaching speeds to moon easily, I met with an accident on 14-August-2008. Even though its not a major accident....was going out into the sec-8 main road when i hit the person in front of me....thank God that the guy .....Some people really don't care about indicators and dippers ........that was around 7pm all dark and road was wet because of the rain in noon.......huh!! the way i shouted was unbeleivable .....oh ! hello ...licence hai tumhare paas??
pta nhi smajte kya ho .....road hai ye ,kahi per bhi, kabhi bhi mud jaoge ..ye dekha hai isko left me push kerte hai when you to turn left n right me when you have to turn right.......show me your licence ...chalo show me hai bhi ya nhi ...he was just looking at my face what d girl is doing ...

soon we both admitted our faults ..wrapout everything :)

but dat accident remind me last years Major accident with my friend Seema ......we were coimg back home from college ..........huh!! hehehhehehe!! that was funniest accident i ever had ......my first line was ...seema mein jinda hu na ,haddi tho nhi tuti na koi .........hehehe!!

Happy

Desire !!

My aim are high.
i want to touch d sky
to show the world
that i can also fly
i am not afraid of failure it's right
because failures are a part of life
if i face them today
my tomorrow will be bright
i want to be independent it's true
to see the world with different view
no one to support no one to beg
i want to make my paa proud
i want to stand on my legs
so what if i m girl??
i can be a pearl .................
thinking high n confused .....
still happy always :)

I am really missing Tanu........dream..

Remember that a dream unifies the body, mind, and spirit. It provides us with insight into ourselves and a means for self-exploration. In understanding our dreams, we will have a better understanding and discovery of our true self. So stay awhile -- explore, discover, have fun,try to be happy always, make friends, and find out what's in your dream!



Every one have many dreams...........i live in a world of dreams.....dreamy world!!!have many dreams but i know some of them can never fullfiled...i lost my bro 4 years back .I want him back ....but i know i can't....i have seen many ups and downs in life........thats why i use to say...... i know myself since 20 years.......but my bro !!!!!!!!he knows me from first day of my life .Both are same but the meaning are different for me ........
I realized that my dreams are unique. No other individual can have my background, my emotions, or my experiences. Every dream is connected with my own "reality".I m dedicating some lines for my bro.i know wherever you are ...you have a eye on me........



I miss you, I miss the loud music coming from your room, I miss the warmth of knowing You’re just a call away, I miss the way we fought and played, I miss seeing your big bright smile, I miss getting kicked out of your room, I miss all stupid lies from you,I miss seeing you here and there, I miss cooking you breakfast , I miss hearing you come in at night and lies to mom, I miss u driving your scooter,I miss our nonsense arguments and all our wrestling matches just to pass time , I miss holding your hand to pray, I miss your call 'Gudia..moti..sun le', I miss you with all my soul, I miss each and evry moment with you,I miss your comfort and the way you made me feel safe,I miss the way we would fight, I miss my brother, I miss my friend, I miss you I love you and also i want to forgot that day .i know you are with me .always and forever ......

I wish I could go back in past and tell you how I felt??? tell you that I really need you no matter what I said. I kept your favorite sweater and wear it every time I miss you like I did when I was your sweet Gudia,i use to cry watching your pic..... I will always love you no matter how long its been, since the day your life came to an end. I miss you Tanu.But i know you are always with me ,i have no regrets for God coz i know you are still always with me.....

happy always