Monday, March 29, 2010

dukh bhare din beete re bhaiya ab sukh aayo re

dukh bhare din beete re bhaiya ab sukh aayo re HO ho .........

Who the hell I am (Time for self scanning)
I (every line gona start with an I so I am not gona repeat the I ;) )
am Harpreet Sharma

hate very clean places. find them kind of unnatural but that does not mean that I like garbage piles and all , In Monalisa's words(My roomie)I manage things well.

hate wearing sandals. This arises from the fact that my mom prefers them, and was always telling me to wear them as well. And I have always been a rebel when it comes to obeying her on how to dress, behave :O

dislike the fact that my face shows what is going through my mind.Anyone can judge me from my facial expression.This is really bad !!!!!!!!you can never tell lies :( though I am trying hard to improve on this

just can't live without crape bandage , My second best friend.I need it almost after every couple of month.

think a lot so now there is nothing right in the right brain and nothing left in the left one :D

eats a lot of spicy food which is not good as I hate my pimples but I really can't do anything about them :S

re-read all novels that I have. My reading is okay but I tend to skip through lines at times. So, everytime I read a book again, I find something new.morover I did not have a lot of options when I was a kid as I grew up in a small city with no proper library, and the school library did not have a huge collection as well. So, I had to always repeat books. I usually read the last chapter of a novel first.

miss the presense of my elder brother in my life

like to teach maths, I think I choose the wrong profession :P Duh ! jokes apart

do not know what I want from life, but am pretty sure that this is not it. This uncertainity and undeciveness is what is killing me

am very bad when it comes to express myself, I just can't do it :P

Usually prefer to keep to myself in the company of new people beacause they care for you the least and I really hate those shows extra care, thats one thing my mom really hate about me. I never allow her to put extra ghee on my parantha to show extra love ,I just can't take it :P


take a lot time to decide on things like shopping stuff what to cook what not to eat, I am very confused, but I am good at decission making :D

am a workolic

like to give lectures to my frinds all the times but when they give a simple piece of advice ,nah nah ! I am not that good at listening.

love my eyes as everyone do :)) I've got beautiful eyes

trust people very easily(Thats what my friends says)

help almost everyone.And I expect them to do the same and thankfully people have been so nic e to me till date, exceptions are always there :X

I am a an owl, always studied at nights and still do the same as a working professional I prefer nightshifts. Yeah, I just love night shifts :)

am not happy always ;)

:))))))) Happy

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Sorry :O

6:30 Am I woke up and I felt like I am missing my leg, I was so sleepy I tried to move few steps to the washroom bt even after 15 min I felt like I am missing my left leg :O
I looked at my handbeg , I packed everything yesterday to get rid of last min rush. & I said I am sorry (Nw I wonder y I would've said sorry)! grrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrr
If you’re happy happy happy
clap your hands.
If you’re happy happy happy
clap your hands, clap your hands.
If you’re happy happy happy
clap your hands.

That was the song in the background of a TV add today.I thought I am not enjoying life, be happy and know it… and clap your hands. Clap, clap.
I am presenting the idea (I am not the first to consider this idea) that we should just decide to be happy right now.
Enjoying everything that is good in our lives right here and now and forever more. I know my life will never be perfect, so what ? that doesn’t mean I won’t enjoy or love every aspect of life … but,
what I can do is soak up every moment of fun, happiness, love, joy, pleasure?Just be yourself idiot
I wish when I look back at the photos 2 years from now, I will be able to say, wow,
those were the good old days, and I will be able to say…
I enjoyed every single moment… and not have any regrets… and not feel like I threw those years away for nothing.

hmmmm!!someone adviced to close eyes & think of something good in life … smile, laugh, be happy…
focus on the good. Reduce your attention on negative things.
ahmmmmmmm uhmmmm Unke dekhe se jo aa jati hai muh par raunak...Wo samajhte hain ke beemar ka haal achha hai !!
So I smiled and clap !!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

I'm not dead .............

It's My Life love & tears. laugh & cry. achievements & regrets.
welcome to my life!
You answered 5 items out of 10 "Yes". According to The National Mental Health Association, 5 or more yes answers indicates that you may be suffering from clinical depression. This test cannot substitute for a visit to a mental health professional. It is meant only to give you an idea where to start a dialogue with your healthcare provider.
All crap !!!
The test says I am depressed, I asked myself am I really ? nahhhhhhh no ways !

I finally made through my first day back at work without too many problems after the farzi accident.I also managed to go to machanic on the way office and pick up a bit of shopping.

So a good result, but I shall be taking it easy for the rest of the day!

Tommorow have to lead for Delhi SBI PO exam :) I wish I'll make it.
H@ppy

~~coming back to track.